Wednesday, May 03, 2006
another sleepless night i bet. having a sore mood. really a sore loser. yes, perhaps out there, are some people who resent me, for certain based reasons, or am i over sensitive. enlighten me please. and maybe i should`nt give it a care, should i? this have been my weakest point. i seek to but always hold back. for my own unclassified reasons or to any passers-by, excuses. i`m undaunted in the face of truth. people may have misjudeged my rightfully true intentions. but i have a very nice friend who told me that no matter how the outside world may resent me, he`ll stand by me `cos he sees the whole picture. i reckoned what he said as truth but i cannot forsake reality, especially with my heavy and rooted emotions. nonetheless, i still thank him. to sidetrack abit, i sincerely hope what we 4 discussed the previous night can be put off to work but seems like they are fruitless efforts gone down to waste. we are all lethargic, mentally and physically. can you see how deep the valley is? it`s because i`ve fell that`s why i tried to stop you before you followed my footsteps. the situation yesterday typically triggers my emotions. the innest. friendship and kinship. have you understood dear? i do not know where else can i be of any service anymore. i`ve got loads to express but still pending. `cos that`s my second weakest point. soft-hearted-ness. he knows i`ve really dump my whole soul salvaging any weakage and servicing every leak. i really appreciate that apprehension dude. but you resting well is still ultimately the most important phase. get well real soon.
loads to speak to dar as well, i do not want us to drift apart. =) i have nice friends, buddies, brothers, sisters and parents. but can i appeal for light-hearted-ness??? another thing, i`ve been displaying more mistakes in my work these days. when can i improve. i do not want to get may into deep s**t `cos of my recklessness. she does`nt mind but i mind. i have to make sure i adapt to all these as soon as possible. pretty soon. i just realised something. does my very own sister even looks down on me??? do i have to kneel down and say sorry when in the 1st place i already tried my best to help and not to please anyone.
time flies... in a twinkle of an eye... can i have my fairytale*???
-i imagine myself under a starry starry night, just me myself and i.
if only life starts and ends here...
2:06 AM
another sleepless night i bet. having a sore mood. really a sore loser. yes, perhaps out there, are some people who resent me, for certain based reasons, or am i over sensitive. enlighten me please. and maybe i should`nt give it a care, should i? this have been my weakest point. i seek to but always hold back. for my own unclassified reasons or to any passers-by, excuses. i`m undaunted in the face of truth. people may have misjudeged my rightfully true intentions. but i have a very nice friend who told me that no matter how the outside world may resent me, he`ll stand by me `cos he sees the whole picture. i reckoned what he said as truth but i cannot forsake reality, especially with my heavy and rooted emotions. nonetheless, i still thank him. to sidetrack abit, i sincerely hope what we 4 discussed the previous night can be put off to work but seems like they are fruitless efforts gone down to waste. we are all lethargic, mentally and physically. can you see how deep the valley is? it`s because i`ve fell that`s why i tried to stop you before you followed my footsteps. the situation yesterday typically triggers my emotions. the innest. friendship and kinship. have you understood dear? i do not know where else can i be of any service anymore. i`ve got loads to express but still pending. `cos that`s my second weakest point. soft-hearted-ness. he knows i`ve really dump my whole soul salvaging any weakage and servicing every leak. i really appreciate that apprehension dude. but you resting well is still ultimately the most important phase. get well real soon.
loads to speak to dar as well, i do not want us to drift apart. =) i have nice friends, buddies, brothers, sisters and parents. but can i appeal for light-hearted-ness??? another thing, i`ve been displaying more mistakes in my work these days. when can i improve. i do not want to get may into deep s**t `cos of my recklessness. she does`nt mind but i mind. i have to make sure i adapt to all these as soon as possible. pretty soon. i just realised something. does my very own sister even looks down on me??? do i have to kneel down and say sorry when in the 1st place i already tried my best to help and not to please anyone.
time flies... in a twinkle of an eye... can i have my fairytale*???
-i imagine myself under a starry starry night, just me myself and i.
if only life starts and ends here...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:06 AM
